So…this is kinda just a post to let you in on what’s happened in my life this past week…

Okay…that’s it…

Haha!

I haven’t done anything really…

We did go see Hancock last night…it was awesome. I don’t care why the rents say!

Anyways, no spoilers, just go see it! You won’t regret it!

Umm…my sister just moved some more of her stuff to her new house…

Slowly…Slowly…Slowly…she is moving out!

And then there is Kaitlin…the most amazing girl I know…

We have talked a lot…mostly when she was drunk…but whatever…

We talked several nights in a row…and now i feel kinda good…

But whatever…gotta go now!

I’m sorry it’s been so long since I’ve posted…I know…nobody even reads this, but oh well.

I went to Camp Electric last Sunday morning and didn’t get back until Thursday night.

Then Friday we had to rehearse my sister’s wedding.

Saturday was my sister’s wedding, so she is on her honeymoon now.

I have been extremely sick also. I just went to the doctor today again and he put me on meds to fix my cough…so far they haven’t done anything, but…oh well.

So I just thought I should post to see if people were actually reading this. I do have a stats page that counts the visits to my page and to each of the posts on it…it also shows if and where people were routed from…i.e. google, links on other websites. It really is awesome…

So I will get back on later and post again ;]

The Muse Machine Summer Musical Audition is coming up in less than a month. We are auditioning in a block time at 11:30 on July 17. I am singing “The Girl That I Marry” from Annie get your gun. I figured it would be good to go back to my roots here.

Annie Oakley was born in Darke County, Ohio. That’s where I live. She died in Greenville, Ohio, which is in Darke County. I happen to be going there tomorrow for a doctor’s appointment, a new phone, and some things at Wal-Mart. Also, I though about how the Annie Oakley Days Festival is taking place only a few days after the audition date. It just seemed right.

I mean, honestly, I grew up seeing the Annie Oakley Statue in Greenville, I always read about her, and I used to go the Annie Oakley Days…I just haven’t recently. I hope this song gives me luck, because I know I can do it.

But anyways…just found out all the details today, so I thought I would put that out there.

Alright, so…I have to say that I’m not all too happy with my life. It pretty much sucks.

But I have to look at the bright side.

I am going to camp this summer, which is awesome.

But, I do have to wonder what my life would be like if my parents weren’t so restrictive…

It just pisses me off that I can barely have a life because of their tight grip.

I mean, I wanted to go hang out with some friends last week, and my parents didn’t want me to go hang out with them because I didn’t know what we were doing. They wanted to know if there were going to be any adults with us. I mean, honestly, I DON’T KNOW!!!

Life is all about spontaneity for people my age. I mean, come on. It’s not like I was going to be getting some girl pregnant or getting high….honestly….

So…whatever.

I have to look at the bright side and Love the Life I Live…

[Demi Lavato]
I’ve always been the kind of girl that hid my face
So afraid to tell the world what I’ve got to say
But I have this dream right inside of me
I’m gonna let it show, it’s time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m suppost to be, now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it’s like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you’re the shining star
Even though it seems like it’s too far away
I have to believe in myself, it’s the only way

This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m suppost to be, now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

[Joe Jonas]
You’re the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I’m singin’
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You’re the missin’ piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you, I gotta find you

[Both]
This is real, this is me
I’m exactly where I’m suppost to be, now
Gonna let the light shine on me
Now I’ve found who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

[Joe Jonas]
You’re the missin’ piece I need, the song inside of me
You’re the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I’m singin’

[Both]
Now I’ve found, who I am
There’s no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

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I love this song. It is my favorite song from Camp Rock.

And Demi Lovato…she is amazing!!! =D

I think me and someone else are gonna sing this song for a concert next year.

I just love it!

I haven’t been able to cry in a while now. I used to be able to cry anytime I wanted to, and I used to cry a lot. Now, I just can’t seem to produce any tears…

Also, I haven’t been feeling anything at all recently. I haven’t been sad or happy. It’s really boring now.

On the bright side, I found my wallet yesterday. It was actually sad, because I found it while I was mowing. I kinda blew it up…into a million pieces. Even though it was destroyed, my license and birth certificate managed to survive…along with the dollar bill that was in it. Of course, all the other cards…especially my shell gas card, were blown up horribly. It’s in six pieces.

Anyways, I have a new wallet, and I have new gas cards…I’m using my parents now because they are using a new system.  So, I’m good now…I just need to solve this other crisis…

I lost my wallet yesterday. We think it fell out of the car at wal-mart. Well, anyways…that had my license, which isn’t too bad, but now I have to replace it. I have to cancel all of my gas cards, replace all of my library cards, and the worst part is…my wallet had a copy of my birth certificate in it. I also have to go get my replacement ID very soon. I need it before I go to camp. I have to have my ID for flying to Detroit and Nashville next weekend. On top of that, my dad is going to freak when he finds out.

and I’m getting really pissed off. I mean, you think about it, and you wonder, what could I have done with them??? Well, I think went to sleep with them in my pocket, but when I woke up, I couldn’t find them anywhere…I need my keys. My car doesn’t have a spare key…this is really pissing me off…grr!!!

But anyways, I am going to hang out with Elena tomorrow. Excited ;]

We don’t hang out that much and last time was when she got broken into…so, this one should be better. They have a security system now, and…she got her puppy! =]

So, I have an interview tomorrow at K-mart. Not exactly where I want to work, but it will do. I really need the cash. I have to pay for camp…exciting! $350 dollars down the toilet…but it should be fun. ;]

I just watched The Fight Club last night. It was so exciting. I mean, I loved it. I heard all of these great things about it, but I had never seen it, until last night. I loved it!

I wish I could watch it again, but I have to go to the library, and that means I need to find my keys…

See ya!

Josiah

Honestly, I can’t figure out what to do.

We moved a lot of my sister’s furniture into her apartment yesterday, and of course, since she was like 5, she was promised the piano when she moved away.

So what happens, of course…

We buy a new piano, right???

RIGHT!!!

We bought a baby grand in like March, but, we didn’t have a place for it then, so they said they would hold it for us…

So we moved the piano yesterday…and now I don’t have a piano until July…I am so pissed.

Our new piano can’t be delivered until around July 10…not sure exactly…

But I am seriously pissed because I need to practice. I have lessons, and I have to get ready for summer auditions…not to mention I’m going to camp for keyboard…

I guess I can get by with my little keyboard, but it isn’t a real piano, and it isn’t even a full keyboard, which most of my music requires…

And now what am I supposed to do to keep myself occupied…for a month…

Well, on the bright side…I have camp in 2 weeks! =]

I actually am excited about that! I get to fly to Nashville, stay in a nice hotel, and play keyboard for 5 days straight! I’m so excited. Not to mention I get to work with keyboard players from popular bands! I’m honestly so excited about it!

Anyways…sorry about the rant…but I miss my piano…

This makes me wonder sometimes.

Why do we set aside a special day for our fathers?

I mean, I can understand mothers.

They had to go through labor.

They had to breastfeed us.

But what did fathers do to necessarily earn the respect?

I’m not saying mine hasn’t, but it makes me wonder.

They expect us to give them this day, but, in my opinion, they don’t always deserve it.

I just feel like it’s another one of those holidays that hallmark created.

They just want your money.

It’s another reason to buy a card.

It’s really stupid when you think about it.

I mean, we all have birthdays, and we all get something for them…

But I don’t have another day committed to just me.

It’s just wrong in my own opinion.

That’s why I don’t give anything for Mother’s Day or Father’s Day.

Sorry about this rant.

I always find something to complain about.